Sunday, June 5, 2011
It's coming down .
So, tell me; have you ever felt this way before? Everytime when someone asks you how are you, you just say 'I'm fine' for the sake of saying it, and then later on cry when you go home.
So why did I drown ?
So what if I said that, I might maybe be starting to fall for you? Even if its JUST a little bit. I'm not sure, I'm still thinking about it. Cos the last thing I want is another failed friendship, but yet, I just want you. And I really like hangin' out with you, so then why? Why am I so afraid of you? I get jealous sometimes, yes; I understand that you've been friends with her longer than me, so I don't say anything. And yet, what's happening between the both of us?
I listened to my friend, but I don't know what to believe except for myself. I need to start believing myself & my feelings. Thing is, I don't know what the hell is happening now. I'm still just stuck , thinking.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
But so very lovely, made from love .
Okay, so, I think there's something wrong with me. Hmm, first of all, I get mad fast these days. Okay, ever since holidays started I've been like that, why? This is so weird, then one of my friend asked me whether there's anything bothering me that's why I'm acting like that? Well, come to think of it, I don't think there was anything bothering me at all.
Then today, I thought of it again, and I think there is something bothering me! It's, him. Well idk, I just feel so fustrated when I think of him sometimes. Not that I think of him that much, but yeah I do. And guess what? I hate it.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
My destiny .
Dear Tumblr, you have made my life better and made me feel special. Ever since I found you last year you have been a blessing to me :) you cheer me up all the time with your ridiculous photos and pretty pictures. Tumblr, if it weren't for you, I'd still be sulking all the time. So thank you for coming into my life. Iloveyoutumblr :D. Nyahahahaha .