Friday, April 29, 2011
Boy, you know you got me gone.
Choose your companions with the right attitude , or else you'll end up with companions as rotten as your attitude.
So is this the part where I tell you how much I love you again? Even if I do, I wouldn't. Because , I already fell in love with another. And no matter how much I don't wanna tell this guy, I still wouldn't tell you either.
How am I supposed to tell this guy that I love him already and not like him? And that I enjoy every single moment together with him. No matter where we are, I still enjoy my time as long as his by my side. He might be younger than me by 2 years but he's maturity level is better than other 15 year olds. This is not an insult, I'm just saying this because I wanna show you how different he is! And why do I like him? Why did I choose him? I also don't know why.
Love works in different ways, and one of them is when you fall in love with the weirdest guys or the younger guys and you don't even know why!
Maybe, I say maybe, this might be called true love.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Looks like a solo tonight .
Sometimes , when things doesn't seem so right , its always good to look for a friend to talk to and laugh with or just have a good night's rest. Because, when you're stressed out, nothing else will go right. Everything will just be as messed up as it is right now.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Apoogise or not ?
No matter what happens , you'll somehow feel alone and insecure.
Even if you feel lonely, you still have no right to blame others what's happening to you. This is because, in the first place you should've came to us first and talked to us before saying or doing anything. And now, all this has happened. You've put me in a dangerous position of whether I wanna be your friend and face this kind of crap if you happen to be like this again.
I really don't know anything anymore. Because the last thing I want is another argument and heartbreak full of words from any of us. I don't care, I just care for my friends. And you were my friend, that's why I really care. But somehow you just don't see it, or maybe I'm just not showing enough. I don't know what I should do now. I haven't even replied your text yet.
God, Lord Father, please tell me what to do. I am at a lost for words and I really wanna reply her text. Amen.