Saturday, July 10, 2010
Under the big blue sky
Especially when you thought that they were precious you .
Worst part is, it is precious to you; till now.
Hello , just back from my dad's friend's place in KK. Well , can't say it wasn't good right ? CJW was there and yeah well , relationship with him now , will forever be awkward. Thanks to a certain something that happened.
This is ridiculous , I feel down again. What is this lah ? It's not working right with him , I hardly ever get to talk to HIM , I can't tease or bully the other HIM anymore . What's going on ? I want my old life back. I want my own fair share of happiness and laughter. I want, you. That's my wish, my only wish. You.
I don't want him, I want you. Only you. I laughed when you smiled at me the other night. What the heck's wrong with me ?! It's not supposed to be like this, I'm supposed to actually love him, not you. ARGH, this is hopeless. I can't think straight. I need you.
Lastnight , when I had problems, I couldn't turn to anybody. Even if I had, it wasn't the same as yours. You wouldn't judge me, but you would instead help me then lecture me later on which I don't mind. But now , you're not able to do that anymore. I can't call you anymore at night if I was in trouble. I can't. This hurts.