Saturday, June 19, 2010
Do you, remember now ?
Do you remember our first love , first time , first kiss ? Do you really remember every single detail of it like me ?
Oh darn it, it's 12:46am and I'm still awake. Well duh, can't sleep, what do you expect anyway ? I'm so worried about everything now. At this time of night, again. Well, it's the time where I can usually think propery and straight, I think, or maybe more like think too much . :/
I, don't know what to do anymore. I wanna talk to him but, he just, idk, doesn't want to ? Sigh, I'm not sure to be okay with it or what. When I really need him, he just, isn't quite there. But, when I don't need him, he'll always be standing here beside me. Why is that so ? I don't like this.
He once told me that he doesn't like me hiding stuff from him, but at that time I always